Insecurities

After all these years, the insecurities still remains. Am I enough? Who am I? Is this really what I want? Am i stagnating? Am i backsliding? Is there something I need to change? Am I losing myself again? Am I just a floating being, floating through life without knowing who I am? These days I feel that the symptoms are back. The feelings of fear, instability, shakiness but i do not know why. And I cant find the reason behind it. I want to feel confident, I want to feel present. Reminder: I did it before, I can do it again. You survived this, you can do it again. Pain is temporary, fatigue is temporary. We can do this without the meds, yes we can.